Healing

I realized so much about myself and the world around me in the past 5 years and I had this thinking this morning that I really have two levels of healing to go through. I know that I have done some really good healing so far, but I feel my soul is feeling to go in another direction, I need to do somethings I enjoy doing, Spend sometime with myself, Travel, Get my hair done, Go to the movies, Get on a train and go to a different high street away from this town. I suppose most people take that stuff for granted or maybe it seems like a natural part of life. But I lost so much of myself, Going through a really bad hardship I've had to reconnect to myself, Learn what I like and what I don't. When you let the world or other people tell you what they want for you, And do things to be liked, You somehow get lost and that's it's taken me as long as it has to get to where I am now.

I know this part 1 I need to go through seems hurtful, Though it does seem fun don't get me wrong but it is very hard at the same time to. I know this is what I must do though. And I know whatever happens I will be fine to. In order to get my life on track to open doors, to move to where I want to be at this time on my path I need to continue to move forward.

I just hope on this path I inspire others to be exactly what their meant to be.