Love

What is love? Love has any factors to it as I found out this week, I had a spiritual awakening to a point, My heart opened and for once in my life i actually wrote a letter from the heart and not the head! I realized the heart makes more sense than my head. The head is just their to cram knowledge and to make sense of things, But its merely a passenger in life and life really is within in the heart. When I started to live in the heart its like a whole different world opened up I wasn't used to. What was i missing? And even though the movies make love all roses and fluffy bears its really not like that. Its much, much more and very different than what the worlds conditioning is to what love is.

When you live in the heart you gain understand, compassion and find yourself less negative, less mad at people, Sure you are going to get upset but it doesn't have that grip it used to, It goes a totally different way, but than you learn to see what its trying to teach as well.

I start to see love from a spiritual level and no longer from the world perspective of love. And in seeing this way their really is such a thing as "Heaven on Earth"

Healing

I realized so much about myself and the world around me in the past 5 years and I had this thinking this morning that I really have two levels of healing to go through. I know that I have done some really good healing so far, but I feel my soul is feeling to go in another direction, I need to do somethings I enjoy doing, Spend sometime with myself, Travel, Get my hair done, Go to the movies, Get on a train and go to a different high street away from this town. I suppose most people take that stuff for granted or maybe it seems like a natural part of life. But I lost so much of myself, Going through a really bad hardship I've had to reconnect to myself, Learn what I like and what I don't. When you let the world or other people tell you what they want for you, And do things to be liked, You somehow get lost and that's it's taken me as long as it has to get to where I am now.

I know this part 1 I need to go through seems hurtful, Though it does seem fun don't get me wrong but it is very hard at the same time to. I know this is what I must do though. And I know whatever happens I will be fine to. In order to get my life on track to open doors, to move to where I want to be at this time on my path I need to continue to move forward.

I just hope on this path I inspire others to be exactly what their meant to be.

Helping the Homeless

While I was walking the other day, I found myself looking for places to live if I was homeless, Being a person who knows what it feels to struggle I just couldn't even to begin to understand how it would feel to sleep rough or in this horrible weather.

I am grateful for a roof and I pray I never have to endure such struggle
Neither.

But an idea came to me to write a book based on a man that loses
Everything and ends up on the
Streets, and when I'm finished I am going to make sure that 10%
Of the books bought will go to
Benefit the homeless in someway.

I just want to give back, I've
Volunteered at a shelter already (in the past) so
I'm craving to do things my way without the permission of anyone which I found hard at the shelter.

This will be my mission! But I must
Get this book going, I wrote a little
But hope to get laptop soon as my pc is shot.